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Faithful Doctor: Trey Eubanks in Haiti
BY TREY EUBANKS

Shortly after the earthquake in Port-au-Prince, Dr. Trey Eubanks traveled to Haiti with a team of doctors and nurses from LeBonheur Children's Medical Center in Memphis, Tenn. to provide medical care.  Dr. Eubanks shared his reflections on his time there on HopeandHealing.org.  Read his journal for a first-hand look into the situation on the ground and for inspiration for your own journey. 

For more information on the trip, visit the team's blog >>

DAY 13 – FEBRUARY 12, 2010 - A day of mourning…Home with my family!

Julio, Carolina, Sister Panama and Gonzalo.

Band of Brothers.

N10FE is here! Praise God!

Pilots dedicated their time to the mission and brought us home. Thanks!

JOHN 17:20-23
My prayer is not for them alone. I pray also for those who will believe in me through their message, that all of them may be one, Father, just as you are in me and I am in you. May they also be in us so that the world may believe that you have sent me. I have given them the glory that you gave me, that they may be one as we are one: I in them and you in me. May they be brought to complete unity to let the world know that you sent me and have loved them even as you have loved me.”

REFLECTION
Today was moving day for the team as we got up early and loaded up our van for the return trip. All of the Sisters that we have been working were joined by the Chilean doctors to say their goodbyes. It was bittersweet for all. Our hosts have been fantastic. They provided us a beautiful and safe place to stay, fed us, helped us store our medicine and equipment, provided translators who spoke four languages, helped take care of our patients, and made us feel welcome. Our stay there was easily the most pleasant surprise of our trip.

Sister Panama and Father Joe are the two that will stick out in my mind the most. They are both examples of servant leaders who never see an obstacle... they see an opportunity. Within 48 hours of making the decision to develop the mission compound into a rehabilitation facility, Father Joe had a team working on repairing the existing buildings for the injured patients soon to come. When I informed Sister Panama that our first surgical patient could not go home because it was too late (around 9 p.m.) and needed a place to stay, she spoke to the other Sisters and a tent was provided within one hour. One of the Sisters even slept in the tent that night with that first patient to be sure she would be ok…relieving us of needing to check on her periodically.

Dr. Gordon Kraus obviously deserves a tremendous amount of credit for helping get us connected with the Memphis Medical Mission to Haiti, which he helped found. Gordon helped organize the team, escorted us to the compound, and showed us the ropes. He procured the translators and cleared our stay with Father Joe. Without the established clinic there in Haiti, our stay would have been quite different to say the least. It is amazing to me what a service Gordon and Father Joe has provided for the surrounding community of Croix des Bouquets. Visiting physicians from all over the Western Hemisphere come there to provide free primary care for the poor. This serves as quite an example of being the hands and feet of Christ at work.

Today is the one month anniversary of the earthquake (January 12, 2010), and it was appropriately declared a national day of mourning for the country of Haiti. Our drive to the airport confirmed that was indeed a fact, as we witnessed thousands of Haitians praying in outdoor churches and gathering places. The attitude of mourning was with our entire team as we looked at Haiti for the last time. The current estimated dead stands at 212,000 people with another 300,000 injured and untold numbers of homeless. Driving to the airport and waiting on the tarmac for our flight allowed us to reflect on our time here. Personally, I see our trip as a great example of God’s providence manifest. God’s hand was at work from start to finish. How the group came together from the beginning was nothing short of incredible. Then having so many people help to support the groups mission from Fed Ex, the Memphis Grizzlies, Panera Bread, St. Jude, and last but most importantly LeBonheur Children’s Medical Center. Their generosity allowed our group to take care of widows, orphans and the poor, clearly a Biblical mandate!

My favorite part of the day was our touchdown in Memphis International Airport at 5:05 p.m. We were greeted by a welcome home sign and a large contingent of well wishers…three of whom I ran to greet. However, neither of my two youngest children (the teenagers were at practice or something) knew quite what to do… who was this bearded man kissing their mom. Soon they realized it was me and the party began. We were all joined by our families and it was fabulous. At home I had dinner with my whole family at the table eating my wife’s grandmother’s homemade soup and cornbread!

There is no way for me to summarize this trip with any statement that would do it justice. I would like to leave anyone reading this with one final thought. The people of Haiti have been rocked by one of the worst natural disasters of known time second only to The Flood. They were already the poorest country in the Caribbean and over the years have been the victim of numerous calamities throughout their short history including hurricanes, massive flooding, bloody political upheaval, and abject poverty. There was even a saying in Haiti when these other calamities would come that “hey at least we don’t have earthquakes.” Due to the current living conditions which have resulted from the earthquake, many will die when the rainy season begins in April. They will die from flooding and diseases which will spread throughout the tent cities like the angel of death. Understanding that Haiti has had a reputation as a country filled by evil and some may argue that poor choices of construction could have led to some of the effects of this earthquake, some may want to overlook their plight. But I would argue they are in need of a Savior and in need of those who follow Him to help them get back on their feet. Look in the Gospel and see who Jesus visited… not the Americans of the world (those who have plenty) but the Haitians. He sought not the “righteous” but the unrighteous. He sought not the loved but the prostitutes, thieves, and unlovely. Please keep them in your prayers and if you feel so compelled to help them please do so. You will be glad you did.

PRAYER
My prayer is for all the believers of the world to pray daily for Christ will become King in the hearts of the Haitian people. Also I pray that before the rainy season, He will intervene so that the displaced of Haiti will find food, safety, and shelter. Lastly, I pray for those on the ground in Haiti who are doing the Lord’s work. Please keep them safe and fill them with your Spirit so they do not labor in vain. Give them a unity of spirit so that Your glory is magnified. AMEN.

DAY 12 – FEBRUARY 11, 2010 – Last full day in Haiti, can’t wait to see my family!

PHILIPIANS 2:1-8
If you have any encouragement from being united with Christ, if any comfort from his love, if any fellowship with the Spirit, if any tenderness and compassion, then make my joy complete by being like-minded, having the same love, being one in spirit and purpose. Do nothing out of selfish ambition or vain conceit, but in humility consider others better than yourselves. Each of you should look not only to your own interests, but also to the interests of others.

Your attitude should be the same as that of Christ Jesus:
Who, being in very nature God,
did not consider equality with God something to be grasped,
but made himself nothing,
taking the very nature of a servant,
being made in human likeness.
And being found in appearance as a man,
he humbled himself
and became obedient to death — even death on a cross!

REFLECTION
Today is the last day working at the mission compound and our last full day in Haiti. We had three scheduled surgeries until yesterday when added one. However, one patient had to have a surgery cancelled because of a cold. The operations we did all went well except we probably lost several liters of fluid due to the lack of air conditioning. While part of the team went to back to the hospital to check up on things, the rest of us stayed here to finish the operations and then begin our packing.

We got to know one nun very well whom we affectionately call Sister Panama (her real name is Sister Christina Garcia). This is because she was from Panama and spoke Spanish so fast that Panama was the only word she said that we could understand. From day one, she inserted herself into our operating routine here at the compound as our recovery nurse. We had no idea of her credentials or her motivation, but she was so persistent that we wouldn’t dare stop her from helping us. She stands about 4’11” and has a smile from ear to ear and for some reason, no matter how many times we tell her that we don’t understand Spanish or ask her to slow her speech down so we can understand her, she rattles on at hundred miles an hour… followed by a smile. It’s as if she believes that we will understand her if she talks faster. We have all come to love her! I have never had a recovery nurse who was more attentive – in any language. She even comes into the operating room and watches the cases as we operate. Finally, today I was able to ask her if she has ever worked in a hospital before. It turns out she has worked in hospitals in both Columbia and Panama, but she wants to work in one in the United States. I took the liberty to name her the chief nursing officer of a United States hospital in Haiti. She was excited, but I am confident that she had no idea what I was telling her.

Sister Panama is a unique person, but she is just another example of what I have seen in my two weeks here in Haiti: selfless people who love others just because – even if they speak another language. This trip started as a calling I felt would allow me to use talent God has given me and allowed me to acquire through years of training. It has ended as that and much, much more. I’ve easily been more blessed by coming than any good I’ve have possibly done for anyone. I’ve been blessed by seeing God’s hand in my life and the lives of those working here with us, blessed the opportunity to take care of these fantastic people, blessed by getting to know the sisters, Father Joe, and others who have dedicated so much of their lives to getting this mission compound started. Our team was able to help patients during the last two weeks, which was our mission. However, it’s safe to say the Haitian people have helped all of us, in more ways than we can count. I will miss them. Their love for each other and us has made our job easier in some respects.

After packing up our things today, we began what has become our nightly ritual of sitting in a circle out in the courtyard and talking about the day. These nightly “sessions” have allowed our group to deal with some of the images we would like to forget. They have been a stress reliever of sorts. The camaraderie of the team has grown out of necessity, despite our various backgrounds, philosophies, and ages. It has truly been an honor to be a part of this effort with such dedicated people. Another sign that God’s hand has been at work guiding our efforts.

I can’t wait to see my family! It will be a joyous reunion for sure. Without with my wife, whose heart was made for service of others, I would never have gone on any mission trips, much less one that came about so quickly. Although I know she would have loved to come along, she is a dedicated mother and opted to stay home without having to worry what I left behind. She not only allowed me to go, she practically encouraged me to go to the point of telling me that it would be a shame if I didn’t. She is as supportive of a wife as anyone could possibly have, yet another sign of the guiding hand of God.

There have been many images during our trip that I would care to forget, as would most of my team members. When I saw these things, I remembered when they asked they asked Orel Hershiser, a Major League pitcher, how he stayed so calm when facing big jitters. He said that he would sing the doxology. So that’s what I did. When I saw things that I did not want to think about, I just sang the doxology in my mind to help me get through the day.

Praise God from whom all blessings flow. Praise him all creatures here below. Praise him above ye heavenly hosts. Praise Father, Son and Holy Ghost.


DAY 11 - FEBRARY 10, 2010 - Build it, they will come!


The Icardo family with wife and son Charlie.














With Debbie, the head nurse.

















Hillside destruction.
















Sacred Heart Hospital from behind tent wards.















JAMES 2:15-26
What good is it, my brothers, if a man claims to have faith but has no deeds? Can such faith save him? Suppose a brother or sister is without clothes and daily food. If one of you says to him, "Go, I wish you well; keep warm and well fed," but does nothing about his physical needs, what good is it? In the same way, faith by itself, if it is not accompanied by action, is dead.

But someone will say, "You have faith; I have deeds." Show me your faith without deeds, and I will show you my faith by what I do.

You believe that there is one God. Good! Even the demons believe that—and shudder. You foolish man, do you want evidence that faith without deeds is useless? Was not our ancestor Abraham considered righteous for what he did when he offered his son Isaac on the altar? You see that his faith and his actions were working together, and his faith was made complete by what he did. And the scripture was fulfilled that says, "Abraham believed God, and it was credited to him as righteousness," and he was called God's friend. You see that a person is justified by what he does and not by faith alone.

In the same way, was not even Rahab the prostitute considered righteous for what she did when she gave lodging to the spies and sent them off in a different direction? As the body without the spirit is dead, so faith without deeds is dead.

REFLECTION
Dr. Krause, you were right! You said surgical cases would come and they certainly have. Coming to the Memphis Medical Mission to Haiti, we had planned on doing acute trauma surgery on the mission compound and came fully prepared with all physicians, medications and medical equipment.

At first there were no surgical consults at the medical clinic, but now we are beginning to turn away cases due to the abundance of consults. After being here in Haiti nearly two weeks now working with the various groups, ours clearly came the most prepared to complete the mission we had set out to do. In fact, we may have been the only group with an exit plan, as most are scrambling to find return trips to the United States. Some are going to Port-au-Prince trying hitchhike a flight out of town while others are opting to travel the 8 hour trip to the Dominican Republic to catch a commercial flight home.

We now see 5-6 consultations surgical cases at the mission compound in the evening, often operating late into the night. With one day to go here in Haiti, we have completed eight surgical cases on the mission compound and five or more scheduled for tomorrow. This is in addition to the major operationswe do every day at Sacred Heart hospital, not to mention the 15 sedation procedures we performed there.

Our team has been quite busy and thanks to the sisters, Father Joe, we have had a safe place to rest and recover from our work. Thank you all for being such great hosts.

Our cases were done today by 2 o’clock in the afternoon and a few of us decided to go back to town. As we were loading up the truck, I noticed that one of our surgical patients, Madame Bedo, was beginning her long walk home. She had undergone a routine outpatient surgery but as she woke from anesthesia, huge tears were flowing down her cheek. One of the translators who accompanied us asked her what was wrong. She wanted to know if was ok for her to sleep on the ground with her fresh wound because she was going to be evicted soon because she and her family had no place to live. Another effect of the earthquake that we can do little about.

Later that afternoon, a small group of us went to the city with Richard, a Haitian American, who is also one of our security guards. He was preparing to drive us there. Just then, Madame Bedo began to walk by and seeing us in the car and stopped to saw thank you. As she walked away, I shared with him what she said when she was awaking from anesthesia.He immediately honked the horn and called her back to the car. After a brief discussion in French Creole, he reached into his pocket and handed her enough money for six month’s rent, which was about 700 Haitian dollars.This shocked me but it was great to see.

He shared with me that he was actually saving that money to give to a ten-year-old boy who has been living at Sacred Heart Hospital in a wheelchair, orphaned since the earthquake. Richard intended to find that child a home. He has a real heart for Haiti and the people. We have spent the more time with our security team since being and we have gotten to know each other very well. Richard is a good man and he has He has a deeply sincere appreciation for what we are doing here and his actions matched his words.

This reminds me James 2:14-16 “What good is it, my brothers, if a man claims to have faith but has no deeds? Can such faith save him? Suppose a brother or sister is without clothes and daily food. If one of you says to him, ‘Go, I wish you well; keep warm and well fed,’ but does nothing about his physical needs, what good is it? In the same way, faith by itself, if it is not accompanied by action, is dead.”

Well, I did go back to Sacred Heart today just to see how things were going and to say goodbye to Madame Betina. When she saw me she gave me a big smile and I returned the gesture. That changed when she learned I was leaving. I did then assure her that she would recover and telling her that the skin grafts on her leg would heal – the good doctors there would make sure of it. I told her I would like to see her walking and back to her normal life when I return to Haiti. That produced the smile I was looking for. After a hug and a kiss on the cheek from Madame Betina, I left Sacred Heart for good. For some odd reason, I began to think about the last episode of "MASH" and the theme song started playing in my head.

PRAYER
Thank you, Father, for the opportunity to bring comfort to Richard’s people. Please help them to seek you in this tribulation and gain the peace that only the Holy Spirit can bring. Continue to be with our families and keep them safe. Thank you, Father, for blessing me through this experience. AMEN

DAY 10 – FEBRUARY 9, 2010 – Last day at Sacred Heart… Resigned and Retreating


First day in a wheelchair.



















With the transport team: George (NJ policeman) and Justin (EMT).
















II CORINTHIANS 5:17-21
Therefore if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new. All this is from God, who reconciled us to himself through Christ and gave us the ministry of reconciliation: God was reconciling the world to himself in Christ, not counting men’s sins against them. And he has committed to us the message of reconciliation.We are therefore Christ's ambassadors, as though God were making his appeal through us. We implore you on Christ's behalf: Be reconciled to God.God made him who had no sin to be sin for us, so that in him we might become the righteousness of God.

REFLECTION
Today we had our last day at the hospital. We were very busy again seeing many triage patients, changing dressings under sedation on 17 patients, and performing several surgeries including 3 skin grafts. As the day progressed and we began to realize we weren’t coming back, a feeling of sickness began to come over me. We were leaving patients that we had been shedding blood, sweat, and tears to take care of….and they were our patients. In a sense, we were retreating from the field of battle. We would never again see most of the other health care workers who had been working along side us. Additionally, we would certainly never see any of the patients.

Late in the afternoon I was called over to the triage area by Dr. Sunny Anand (critical care physician) to see a six-year-old child who was crying out in pain. He was accompanied by his father – his only surviving family member. Pierre had suffered a crushed pelvis by falling debris during the quake and his urethra was injured. Surgeons at another facility had placed a suprapubic tube to allow his bladder to drain. He came to us because his abdomen was hurting and he couldn’t urinate. After I attempted to irrigate his foley catheter, it was clear the catheter had become dislodged. I was unable to get the foley back into the bladder, and Pierre’s pain was getting worse. His bladder was easily palpable above the umbilicus. We rushed him to the sedation room where my friend Gordon Corder (certified nurse anesthetist) came to our rescue. After some sedation, he stopped screaming and relaxed. After praying, I tried again with the 12 french foley and it slipped into the bladder, relieving the obstruction, as 500ml of urine immediately came out. As he was waking from the sedation, Pierre was much calmer and pain free, but he began to cry out for his mother repeatedly. I had seen this before, but that doesn’t make it any easier to listen to. After he had recovered, we got an X-ray to evaluate his pelvic fracture. It had healed in good position. Pierre’s father thanked me, and I sent them on their way. He will need reconstruction at some point but may never get it given the situation here in Haiti.

One patient I will always regret not getting to see today was Madame Betina. Her wound dressings were done by another surgeon while I was busy, and somehow I forgot to make a special trip to Tent 3 to say goodbye. We bonded early on and we always looked forward to greeting each other. It wasn’t the small talk we looked forward to since I didn’t speak Creole and she didn’t speak English. It was more of an assurance that she was still alive, and her doctor was still here. As I write this, I feel the need to go back tomorrow just to say goodbye.

All of our God-given desires in interpersonal relationships focuses around love demonstrated without fear. Anyone who is married can attest to this. After years of being together, couples often remember the painful unfortunate statements we all make, and then we find it hard to give love fearlessly… like it was when you first met. My wife can certainly attest to that (I love you honey and will see you soon!). So why and how do we bond with people to whom we are ministering to for health and spiritual needs so quickly and deeply? I have no clue except to say the author of that love is Jesus, and I believe He delights in us when we share this fearless love with others. Only Christ can give us this ability to love one another like He loved us as today’s Scripture from II Corinthians 5:17-18 reads:

Therefore if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new. All this is from God, who reconciled us to himself through Christ and gave us the ministry of reconciliation.

After some hugs and goodbye photos, we loaded up and pulled out. We soon found a quiet spot to sit and relax (an empty pizza joint). The small talk went on with none of us mentioning the subject we hoped to forget. We had just left our patients and new found friends for good. Yet, for those of us with hope, there will be a reunion of magnificent proportions. Where my grandfather will stand beside Madame Betina and meet her for the first time and he will not be plagued by senility, nor will she be plagued by a broken leg and broken spirit. As my good friend and former Memphian Rivers Rutherford put it in his song “When I get Where I’m Going”:

“When I get where I’m going, there’ll be only happy tears.

I will shed the sins and struggles I have carried all these years.

I will leave my heart wide open. I will love and have no fear.

Yea when I get where I am going, don’t cry for me down here.”

PRAYER
Father, please comfort and heal our patients. Heal them physically and spiritually. Help them to welcome their next team of caregivers as they did us. Give them strength and determination to complete their rehabilitation and get back to life. Guard their minds from the emotional scars of this horrific event, but use it to strengthen their relationship with You. Continue to guard our team from the evil one and help us to continue to help patients here at the mission compound.


DAY 9 – FEBRUARY 8, 2010 – Worms!

This is Charlie.




























Derek with Miesabina.


















Performing galbladder surgery.






























HEBREWS 12:1-3
Therefore since we are surrounded by such a great cloud of witnesses let us through off everything that hinders and the sin that so easily entangles, and let us run with perseverance the race that is set before us. Let us fix our eyes upon Jesus, the author and perfecter of our faith, who for the joy set before Him endured the cross, scorning it’s shame and sat down at the right hand of the throne of God. Consider Him who endured such opposition from sinful men, so that you will not grow weary and lose heart.

REFLECTION
Today began with a light breakfast (fried meat patties and coffee) and then off for Sacred Heart Hospital. However, just as we were getting into the cars we learned that there were two patients standing at the gate that needed surgery and had arrived anticipating it to be done that afternoon. I saw the patients and recognized that we should proceed on with the cases (both were hernia repairs) since they had come this far to seek care. We asked them to come back at 2 p.m.

Travel to the hospital seemed longer than usual, but after arriving we got right to work. Derek and Josh (two pediatric orthopedic surgeons) went to the operating room joined by Jacob (scrub tech), Joel (pediatric anesthesiologist), and Gordon (pediatric nurse anesthetist) and got busy with a femur fracture repair. I was asked to help out with the triage area since Sunny (pediatric critical care intensivist) was the only physician working at the time. I began seeing patients and I noticed these patients were much like those I had seen at the mission compound earlier in the trip. They were suffering from headache, stomach ache, and other stress-related symptoms. Three hours of seeing these patients began to wear on this surgeon, and just then I was asked to see another patient with abdominal pain. One look at this thin Haitian youngster, and I knew she was really sick. Palpation of her abdomen revealed tenderness overlying her appendix, and with an eight-day history of abdominal pain, the diagnosis was cinched: perforated appendicitis. When I explained to her what was going on and that she needed her appendix removed, she began to cry. All the comfort I could muster didn’t seem to help. She was not impressed with my experience, tender touch, or assurances of much less pain. In the operating room, we indeed found a pelvic abscess and perforated appendix. Surgery went well, and she was admitted to Tent 0 for overnight observation.

Next our team returned to the mission compound where we, as a team, completed two hernia repairs that had arrived at the front gate at 8 a.m. This completed another 14-hour workday, and the team is really struggling with the work before us. Although a lot of the sickness is related to the earthquake either directly or indirectly, many of the injuries we are seeing now are so severe for two reasons: the delay of care or post-operative complications of infection (with no surgical options that bring us any feelings of great accomplishment). In fact, all of the cases are so difficult they require two surgeons scrubbed and often a third serving as circulating nurse. The wear of these seemingly hopeless cases is showing on our team, and I find it hard to fathom staying here any longer than two weeks without a significant break.

Just when I and many others are beginning to lose the heart for the mission my wife shared some profound insight from my seven-year-old daughter Sydney. Sydney had been studying in school about worms. She doesn’t like worms but found herself understanding how important they are when the teacher explained that “all God’s creatures have a purpose under heaven, and worms have a purpose too.” After getting home from school yesterday, Sydney began to tell my wife how she had been sad because she was beginning to miss me, but she felt better now after today’s worm lesson. She told my wife “I was sad about daddy being in Haiti, but now I am not because I know he is doing what God had made him to do… just like the worms have a purpose to help break up dirt, dad’s purpose is to help the children in Haiti.” Tears flowing, I was speechless. Thanks to the Holy Spirit and my wife… my daughter gets it!

PRAYER
Thank you, Father, for little messengers like my angel. Thank you for filling her with Your truth. I can’t wait to see my family. Please renew our strength, keeping us focused so that we will finish strong the task ahead and therefore bring glory to You.


DAY 8 - FEBRUARY 7, 2010 - The Halfway Point!

MATTHEW 9:20-25
Just then a woman who had been subject to bleeding for twelve years came up behind him and touched the edge of his cloak. She said to herself, “If I only touch his cloak, I will be healed.” Jesus turned and saw her. “Take heart, daughter,” he said, “your faith has healed you.” And the woman was healed from that moment. When Jesus entered the ruler's house and saw the flute players and the noisy crowd, he said, “Go away. The girl is not dead but asleep.” But they laughed at him. After the crowd had been put outside, he went in and took the girl by the hand, and she got up

REFLECTION
By today our team had reached a point mental of exhaustion.  Fortunately Father Joe, who runs the seminary at the compound where we are staying, needed our team to move some of our supplies out of what used to be the waiting room and into a storage room.  The reason for this is that he has been negotiating with several relief agencies to serve as a rehab hospital for the victims of the earthquake.  In order to prepare for that roll, he had hired a team to come to the compound tomorrow and begin to repair the waiting room, which had been heavily damaged in the quake.

However, one patient, who I had admitted the night before, really needed surgery.  She had acute calculus cholecystitis, and after 24 hours of antibiotics and IV fluids, she was ready for her operation.  Therefore, we decided to split up our team.  Most of the team stayed behind to help Father Joe while four of us (anesthesiologist, scrub tech, communications person, and myself) traveled back to Sacred Heart Hospital to operate on this lady.  I was hoping her operation, which had to be done open because of no laparoscopic equipment, would be easy but it was quite a challenge. 

 

As soon as we put her to sleep, you could easily palpate a rock hard mass in the region of her gall bladder.  When we opened her, we found her gall bladder was filled with pus and had to be drained first just to dissect it out.  Two hours later we had successfully removed the offending organ, and we closed the wound.  After seeing her gall bladder, I cannot see how this lady just walked into the triage area yesterday.  Most would have had trouble walking much less eating and drinking.  Shortly after the operation she was thankful and relieved.

 

As a physician and especially a surgeon, we have unique opportunities to develop very intimate relationships with our patients in a short amount of time.  Once a bond of trust is established, our patients become somewhat like family.  Yesterday I was introduced to this lady, and today I felt compelled to complete her care by performing the operation myself (there was another general surgeon at the hospital yesterday but his specialty is heart surgery).  In some ways, just as physicians doggedly pursue a cure for their patients, the Holy Spirit pursues us without stopping.  Whether or not He uses drastic means to turn us toward Him or not, He sanctifies us through the work of the Holy Spirit working in us.  The mind-blowing thing about God’s healing touch is while most patients seek out their physician when they are ill, He peruses us while we are sick with sin and we don’t even know it!  Not until we have a deep intimate loving relationship with Him do we recognize how sick we really are and how much we need of The Healing Touch of Christ.

PRAYER
Please grant us the eyes to see and ears to hear your work in our lives so that we can be faithful to the task you have set before us as physicians. Through your Holy Spirit, help us to speak the truth of the gospel to our patients, although we don’t speak the language.


DAY 7 - FEBRUARY 6, 2010 - Perseverance!

Physical therapy doing fantastic work.
















Taking a bath in the cool breeze.

















ROMANS 5:1-5
Therefore, since we have been justified through faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ, through whom we have gained access by faith into this grace in which we now stand. And we rejoice in the hope of the glory of God. Not only so, but we also rejoice in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; perseverance, character; and character, hope. And hope does not disappoint us, because God has poured out his love into our hearts by the Holy Spirit, whom he has given us.

REFLECTION
Today we were very busy with many patients who continue to suffer from late effects of the earthquake.  One exciting thing we began to see yesterday afternoon and see continuing today was more focus and attention given to rehabilitation of the amputees and patients in external fixators.  This should help with preventing some of the bed sores seen by immobility.  A team of physical therapists from Utah are heading up this effort and they are fantastic and motivated. Realistically, this will be one of the long term effects that need to be addressed in Haiti.  There will need to be a long term focus on taking care of the many amputees in Haiti and helping them assimilate into the community.  I am not sure how that is going to be done, but the need will be immense.


Today, I continued to be assigned to the emergency department rooms that were being used for wound changes under deep sedation.  My work with the French anesthesiologist continued to improve as we got 10 operations done very quickly.  We then had the ability to add on a few extra wound dressing changes.  Early in the afternoon, a small group consisting of an anesthesiologist, our operating room tech, and myself had to leave early to get back to the Haitian Medical Mission of Memphis compound to do two surgeries.  These operations were found by our Chilean friends (two general practitioners and a nurse midwife) who, along with several Columbian doctors, have been seeing all the clinic patients while we go into the city to help with the surgical trauma patients.  For the last two nights we have had five to six surgical patients waiting at the compound for evaluation when we return.  Thankfully there was no clinic today at the compound.  The two cases I did at the compound were done under local anesthesia with some IV sedation and they went well.

One patient I saw at the hospital today was one of the patients I did a dressing change on yesterday.  She suffered an open compound fracture of her left lower leg with subsequent skin graft after to cover a large gaping wound.  Today when I saw her she was very happy to see a doctor she knew.  Using what little French I have learned and hand holding, I tried to comfort her before the procedure.  This brought a huge smile, but several minutes later she began to cry.  Asking a French anesthesiologist what was wrong; he said she was sad about her condition but also grateful.  No further explanation was given. 

Being a surgical team, we often times feel ill equip to deal with the emotional trauma that these people have suffered.  The fear they live in every day is so intense.   Many are living in tents now not because of lack of housing but because they are afraid of a second quake.  Yesterday I was told a story by one of the surgeons who was here from the beginning that, while others were running to escape injury, a bilateral amputee had hobbled out of the hospital on his fresh stumps when the large aftershock occurred a few days after the quake.  Looking at the destruction and human suffering that surrounds us, it’s easy to understand their fear. 

Yet, most are beginning to get their lives back in order and move forward.  They are persevering in spite of profound tribulation.  Just as Paul described in Romans, the trials we experience in our lives as Christians often come but there is hope for those who have faith.  Hope because our Lord gave his life not for a righteous man, not for a good man, but for a sinner who was running from Him.  And as Paul knocks it out of the park in verse 10…”For if, when we were enemies, we were reconciled to God by the death of his Son, much more, being reconciled, we shall be saved by his life.”  Praise God!

PRAYER
Thank God for the assurance of everlasting life, the hope of all believers. Help us to communicate this truth to those who are emotionally spent from this tragedy.


DAY 6 - FEBRUARY 5, 2010 - Viva la France!




























LUKE 7:37-39

On the last and greatest day of the Feast, Jesus stood and said in a loud voice, “If anyone is thirsty, let him come to me and drink. Whoever believes in me, as the Scripture has said, streams of living water will flow from within him.” By this he meant the Spirit, whom those who believed in him were later to receive. Up to that time the Spirit had not been given, since Jesus had not yet been glorified.

REFLECTION

Well, every day is a new day and today was certainly different.  Yesterday, our team began the day as the only team in the hospital trying to take care of 50 inpatients and numerous outpatient surgical cases.  Today we found ourselves with a second team of surgeons and anesthesia providers, a new anesthesiologist who had been at Sacred Heart one week prior to today, and a new cardiothoracic surgeon.   We assimilated quickly but with a little tension, and got busy dividing the patients and getting the work done.  

My assignment had changed significantly.  Yesterday I was given the job of “temporary chief” of the hospital when the real temporary chief had to leave for the day.  This was after less than 24 hours of work at the hospital (which just shows how desperate they are).  Today my job title changed to head surgeon for wound debridements, which was fine (surgeons like operating) except for one thing… I had to work with the French team of anesthesiologist and nurses.  The rumor at the compound is that they are hard to work with, and I was dreading trying to negotiate a coordinated effort in another language.  Surprisingly, after just 30 minutes of talking, we had decided on the process.  The French anesthesiologist was not only working with me to get the patients done, he was helping me and was polite.  We were able to get many dressing changes and wound debridements done under sedation in the three bed sedation room which off-loaded the OR tremendously, allowing them to do some of the more complex fracture repairs. 

And this cooperative spirit would not have happened without trust of the French.  Trust is a precious commodity and difficult to attain.  Most children, by the time they are 18 months old, are afraid of doctors because they don’t trust them.  They know no matter how nice the doctor seems, he will at some point do something painful.  The interesting thing about our relationship with the French is I saw a change in their attitude with them when they saw how we cared for the patients.  They saw we “loved on” them with kind faces and a gentle touch when doing our procedures.  It was the gentle loving care of the patients by a nurse anesthetist on our team that really gained their trust.  God gave us the ability to touch each other in great part to communicate compassion, love, and empathy when words either don’t work or are not enough.  A hug say much more than words about how we feel towards one another.  Gently stroking a patients arm or hand lets them know you care, and it lets the physician develop a more intimate bond with the patient.  This ability was given by God and used by Jesus for healing and as demonstration of true devotion and love.

PRAYER

That we seek His will in this journey and always strive to show love toward our patients and those we work with, just as Christ loves us with gentleness and a healing touch.


DAY 5 - FEBRUARY 4, 2010 - Veteran Status after One Day

Physical therapy begins.



















Teddy Bears for kids is good medicine.





























GALATIANS 5:13-14
You, my brothers, were called to be free. But do not use your freedom to indulge the sinful nature; rather, serve one another in love. The entire law is summed up in a single command: “Love your neighbor as yourself.”

REFLECTION
After spending yesterday at Sacred Heart Hospital getting our feet wet, today we were ready to go. While some members of our team triaged patients in the makeshift ER, others of our team operated or gave anesthesia, while still others helped facilitate all the care that was taking place. In fact, our team essentially became a very effective unit. The care that is being given is very good but disorganized, and at night most of the physicians leave the hospital while a team of paramedics comes in and watches the inpatients overnight. Making morning rounds on the patients outside in the American tents, we found several patients with significant wound infections. The temperature is getting very hot during the day and the temperature under these tents is intense. Each inpatient tent holds 8 patients and each patient has 1 or 2 family members with them. Our goal tomorrow must be getting the care better organized for these patients.

Despite the conditions, the patients are grateful for the care. They are even helpful with other patients in their tent which helps us tremendously. Much like in an ICU in most hospitals, strong bonds are being formed between the patients in each tent as well as between patients and physicians. I can see in their faces that they are sympathetic to how overwhelmed we are. One patient’s husband tells me thank you and asks what he can do every time I walk by. It is humbling to see the love these people have for the physicians and for other patients.

PRAYER
Help us to love one another with a Christ-like love. Give us strength to complete the task at hand in a fashion which pleases You Father.



Tents outside of Sacred Heart Hospital. Triage area to the left.

















DAY 4 - FEBRUARY 3, 2010 - Trauma Cases at last!








PHILIPPIANS 3:13-14
Brothers, I do not consider myself yet to have taken hold of it. But one thing I do: Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead, I press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus.

REFLECTION
Today we took a chance and took our team to Sacred Heart Hospital in downtown Port-Au-Prince in hopes of finding trauma surgery that needed to be done.  During our trip we were gripped by the unbelievable level of destruction on top of the poverty that already existed.  Literally one out of every three buildings was flattened. 

Once we arrived at the hospital we noticed it is functional and manned by basically two groups of medical personnel.  One is French and the other is American.  The actual patient rooms, which exist in a circular tower, are actually in an unsafe part of the hospital and no patients (or medical personnel) are allowed into that wing of the hospital (although they do have the only functional bathrooms).  It is for this reason that all inpatients are kept in tents outside in the hospital parking lot. 

To our surprise, we showed up to applause because the hospital had no anesthesiologist and had only one orthopedic surgeon.  Providentially, our team was constructed to be a team of pediatric acute care providers.  It consists of pediatric subspecialists including a certified nurse anesthetist, an anesthesiologist, an operating room scrub tech, a paramedic, a trauma surgeon, two pediatric orthopedic surgeons, a communications specialist and a critical care physician.  After a brief tour and a few simple rules by the temporary director of the hospital, we quickly got to work.  Soon our entire team was busy with critical care patients in the emergency room staging area.  The anesthesia providers were put to work immediately doing muscular flaps to cover old fracture sites, and our surgeons started preparing patients for their operations. 

One such child we saw who was 11 years old and with a beautiful smile, had six fracture sites in her forearm, which required several hours of surgical correction.  Incredibly, this child had not seen a doctor since she was injured in the earthquake.  Although her operation went off without a hitch, she will likely have some long term limitations because of the extent of her surgery.  She will be handicapped for life, but she and her family were most grateful.

Although our move to the hospital was risky for many reasons, it turned out this was the place we as a team had been prepared to serve.  Praise God for granting us this opportunity to apply our skills to help the people of Haiti.

PRAYER
My prayer today is that we continue to be a witness to our patients, the people of Haiti, along with the many surgeons and health care providers we meet along the way.


DAY 3 - FEBRUARY 2, 2010

This morning, I removed an ovarian cyst. Watch the video on youtube>>



















LUKE 4: 1-4
Jesus, full of the Holy Spirit, returned from the Jordan and was led by the Spirit in the desert, where for forty days he was tempted by the devil. He ate nothing during those days, and at the end of them he was hungry.

The devil said to him, "If you are the Son of God, tell this stone to become bread."

Jesus answered, "It is written: 'Man does not live on bread alone.'"

REFLECTION
Today was the beginning of our clinical patient care. We started after a solid night’s sleep, wakening to do some last-minute organizing for the day. We met for a light breakfast and began seeing patients at 8 a.m. Around 200 patients showed up at the gate and asked to be seen. We asked them to go home if they weren’t really sick and that left about 150 patients. The surgical capabilities had not been present at this clinic before so the word was not out about our ability to take care of these patients and we saw mostly non-surgical patients. However our expectations were more challenging, especially for the surgeons on our team.

One family I saw included a young, 24-year-old mother and her 2-year-old son. The son had some sort of upper-respiratory infection and had been running a fever for eight days. The examination revealed congestion and a runny nose. He began screaming when I touched him – a typical reaction from a 2-year-old around doctors. He didn’t like me. However, a single kiss changed all that. A Hershey’s kiss, that is. It turns out that all kids like chocolate. It was then when I began to wonder how much this child was eating.

Next I began to question the mother who was suffering from a headache, a stomachache, and feelings of faintness while standing followed by a closing in of her vision surrounded by black. All signs that she was beginning to become faint. Although see had normal vital signs, it was clear she was dehydrated, as was her son. Further questions made it clear that the root causes of their symptoms were malnutrition and dehydration. Neither of them, as it turns out, had had much food or drink since the earthquake when her husband, the child’s father, was killed when he was buried under their house. Since then, the two of them were living on the streets, under a tent, with very little money to buy food.

Although I have been on mission trips before, this was the first time I’ve seen a patient with ailments as a direct byproduct of starvation and dehydration. The child’s fever, which began eight days ago, likely was a direct result of malnutrition and their new living conditions. I provided them both some pedialyte (a powdered oral hydration solution provided by Unicef), Ensure for the mom along with powdered formula for the boy. He also received some amoxicillin and an antihistamine for his symptoms. I gave them instructions them to return tomorrow when the UN will be distributing food for 30 families.

The same story was repeated patient after patient. Diseases caused by starvation and lack of access to clean water. I was numb by the sheer possibility of it all. Later, I began to put myself in their place. It was then that I remembered Christ’s 40 day fast and struggle with temptation. It was a comfort to know that our Lord has suffered all that we suffer and many fold worse. This is because he first loved us, not because of anything we have done or could do.

PRAYER
I pray for the people of Haiti. I pray for perseverance during the midst of this unspeakable trial. Help us to remember that we are unequipped to care for those we see, but Christ can send the Holy Spirit to bring all, patients and caregivers alike, strength. AMEN.


DAY 2 – FEBRUARY 1, 2010

This is Jefferson. He was trapped in the rubble for 2 days. His family was killed. A neighbor brought him to the clinic. He has some facial fractures but is healing.













I CORINTHIANS 12: 12-20
The body is a unit, though it is made up of many parts; and though all its parts are many, they form one body. So it is with Christ. For we were all baptized by one Spirit into one body—whether Jews or Greeks, slave or free—and we were all given the one Spirit to drink. Now the body is not made up of one part but of many.

If the foot should say, "Because I am not a hand, I do not belong to the body," it would not for that reason cease to be part of the body. And if the ear should say, "Because I am not an eye, I do not belong to the body," it would not for that reason cease to be part of the body. If the whole body were an eye, where would the sense of hearing be? If the whole body were an ear, where would the sense of smell be? But in fact God has arranged the parts in the body, every one of them, just as he wanted them to be.

REFLECTION
Today began at midnight. We traveled to the airport to pick up two loads of donated supplies which have been delivered for this effort. We loaded two eighteen-wheel trucks with 20 pallets each of medical supplies, food and water, and then we returned safely to the mission grounds at 3 a.m. After a short nap, we began the unloading process, which lasted the whole morning. It was a significant sense of accomplishment when we, working as a team or one body, had completed just in time for lunch.

During lunch, we met a team from Brazil who came to offer aid. The remainder of our day was spent trying to organize all the surgical, medical and administrative supplies to sustain us during our stay. By dinnertime we were spent physically and emotionally. Some of us began to feel the longing to begin the “important work” of patient care - and the spiritual healing that comes with it. But preparation had to be done first so that we could be ready for any and all eventualities. This “grunt work” which we look at as unimportant will be crucial for our success in this work that our Lord has called us to do. Without our logistic leader, someone who is gifted in organizations skills, helping us to direct that “grunt work,” we would be in disarray when that first surgical patient arrives if we couldn’t find the simple but valuable equipment we need to make that procedure a success.

I Corinthians 12 speaks to the roles of each member of the body of Christ as having a special place and a crucial role. Although at times tossing boxes of medical supplies, labeling boxes and stacking boxes may seem trivial, it was crucial to accomplishing the mission He has called us to. It reminded me how in a normal day of work I am totally dependent on people I never even meet to accomplish my job here. God uses all the members of the body of Christ in special unique ways to accomplish the task that if left to other members of the body never get accomplished or completed.

PRAYER
My prayer today is for the body of Christ to be unified in the efforts here in Haiti, so that His kingdom will be glorified in this work and not us. I also pray for protection from the evil one for he is also working during such an opportunity. Finally, I pray for the safety of my family while I am away.



DAY 1 – JANUARY 31, 2010

ACTS 2:1-12
They saw what seemed to be tongues of fire that separated and came to rest on each of them. All of them were filled with the Holy Spirit and began to speak in other tongues as the Spirit enabled them. Now there were staying in Jerusalem God-fearing Jews from every nation under heaven. When they heard this sound, a crowd came together in bewilderment, because each one heard them speaking in his own language. Utterly amazed, they asked: "Are not all these men who are speaking Galileans?”

REFLECTION
Today we left Memphis, Tenn. around 10:45 a.m. and arrived in Port-au-Prince, Haiti around 2 p.m. We could clearly see the devastation on final approach. It was diffuse and didn’t discriminate. Rich and poor were equally affected. The airport was completely controlled by military. In addition to U.S. forces, we saw French, Canadian, and United Nations troops. Our trip, via van, to the medical mission took only 30 minutes during which time we saw sites of poverty and brokenness all along the way. Once we arrived at the compound, I was relieved to see how intact and relatively tidy the grounds were.

Soon, we were busy preparing the building for patient care. The waiting room was littered with debris that had fallen during the quake. Two of the main posts holding up the ceiling had clearly moved a foot from their original places on the ground. Next, we cleaned out what was soon to be our operating room suite by moving boxes of medical equipment and supplies that were temporarily placed there for storage. We found a surgical table, tested it for function, and moved it to the center of the room. Finally, after cleaning the floors and walls, our new operating room had taken shape.

Dinner was around 7:30 p.m. It was attended by all of the volunteers staying within the safety of the mission compound, which included our team of 13 Americans. There were volunteers, mostly Christians, who hailed from various countries, including Columbia, Chile, Italy, Dominican Republic, Haiti, Mexico, and France. This was when I was struck by God’s providence and provision. The picture painted in the second chapter of Acts became visible in our dinning hall. The fruits of what had started on that day of Pentecost were revealing themselves as acts of service to the poor and broken. Thanks be to God for His wonderful providences- most of which we never see, even when they are right before us.

PRAYER
My prayer is for a spirit of brokenness as we approach our patients as servants. Convict us to have a servant’s heart, so that our patients can witness Christ and feel His presence through our actions as well as our words. Also, Heavenly Father, guide our hands to bring physical healing to those whom you put in our care. For His Kingdom, AMEN.



Trey Eubanks serves as Medical Director of Trauma and Chief of Staff at LeBonheur Childrens Medical Center in Memphis, Tenn. An active member of Independent Presbyterian Church, he is married with five children. Dr. Eubanks also serves as Clinical Assistant Instructor at the University of Tennessee-Memphis. He has traveled to Nigeria on three mission trips and to the Gulf Coast after Hurricane Katrina.

All Photography courtesy of Le Bonheur Children's Medical Center.


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